Tag Archives: blues

5-11-13

I’m sitting at the porch
wondering if
I was good enough
Eyes moving, looking for
an answer; a resolution
Maybe I could
think of something
if I mourn it properly
The cuts won’t
heal easily so
maybe if I pray
it will soon go away

Drinking doesn’t seem
to fulfill my attempts at
a waste-away night
I go home defeated, gutted
With hammering noises
inside my head
Maybe it’s time to call and
not laugh at unfunny jokes
It won’t make anything easy
so maybe if I pray it will
soon go away

There’s no winning
in a losing feeling

There’s no winning
in a losing feeling

but long ago
I stopped praying

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Demons and Quiet Seas

Lively stomps of the sun’s shiny shoes
It’s waiting on the other end
The breath of greens smelling fresh by the lovely river
It tempts me to get out of my warm and cozy cave
It’s easy to howl nonsensical happiness but the goo of my blues feels more comfortable

May I ask you to marry me?
I have the weight of nine planets
Do you want to live in paradise?
I have clothes I have worn a thousand years ago

Many kings, many queens
Little princes, white carriages
I could dream the life of diamonds but I was born with a crown of tears

Laughter, the moon, cows and Godly creatures
The accessories of youth, I’m immune to such figures
Demons, quiet seas, they are my vacations
I am as happy as a man without a sight
Give me eyes and kiss me forever, I’d pluck it out and still sleep with soundness

May I ask you to marry me?
I have the weight of nine planets
Do you want to live in paradise?
I have clothes I have worn a thousand years ago

Many kings, many queens
Little princes, white carriages
I could dream the life of diamonds but I was born with a crown of tears

Leave me broken, it’s not such a tragedy
Dig into my chest, you’ll be lost in a maze
Now, do you still love me?
Will you still love me?
It’s okay if you don’t
It’s okay if you won’t

 

reynaldopagsolinganjr@yahoo.com

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