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The Hour

The creases in the blanket are proof of our longing

An empty canvass made interesting by the colors of our burning passion and our desire to be loved back

I didn’t have to close my eyes in that dim-lighted room while my tongue examined the edges of your lips

Because you were already looking before I even wished for you to stare back

Pulling your greasy hair was not an establishment of dominance

Not even an attempt to get pleasure from the sheer roughness of it

I was just looking for more ways to wrap myself around you

Because I wanted you to know that I wanted to own you, and how I wish that you pressing your face down my neck hard was you saying you wanted to own me as well

Even if what’s physically left were creases and drops of sweat on that wooden floor, I may still have something to look forward to:

a chance at reliving an almost supernatural experience, if the odds would have it, with you, or with someone else who can also show me that such precious hour can be fucking true

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Love II

I threw lit cigarettes
where trash
and fire should be
Leaving fear behind
I am seeing the sun

I’ve wrapped my arms
around someone new
No googly eyes
No stink of drunken past

I’m hearing a sweet voice
whispering across the room
Clueless of where it
would lead me
A sad story or a party

But I’m cutting
my heart open
to see it bleed
to see it burst
to see it jump

To see it
beating
shaking
crying
flaming
wondering
gasping
alive and
just singing

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Hey, Friend

Hey, friend
You seem to be normal
Perfect teeth and gorgeous clothes
Hey, friend
You’re a lying fiend
Telling me this and that
Treating me like a garbage fool

Hey, friend
I deserved better than that
Hey, friend
You should’ve let me change you
Hey, friend
I might still love you

Hey, friend
Where are your manners?
You shouldn’t have let me fuck you
Hey, friend
I want to strangle you
I want to leave you
Soon, you’ll be a stranger too

Hey, friend
I deserved better than you
Hey, friend
You should’ve let me be a friend to you
Hey, friend
I might still love you

I see you sipping coffee
I see you lighting your cigarette
I see you smiling at me
From a distance now
Outside your apartment

Hey, friend
Let’s do this again together
All will be forgiven
Aches will be forgotten

Hey, friend
I deserved better than that
Hey, friend
You should’ve let me change you
Hey, friend
I might still love you

 

reynaldopagsolinganjr@yahoo.com

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All on Me

There you go with your sweet mouth
Talking and kissing, owning me effortlessly
At least leave something for what is absolute
Or I’d end up fixating my heart on something false

I should chill but my life is on fire
Young and stupid, who says I can’t be for a while?

Pain and glory, they’re almost the same thing
I live for myself by living in fantasy
It’s all temporary, missteps, I call it my baby
If I fall hard, then shit, it’s all on me

“Ticking bombs” says our teachers and parents
You say forget them and fuck them,
we play with what is in hand
I wish I could say the same thing,
but I’m running ’round your palm

Heels in love without authentic connection
Soul all bared out while you just want some action

Love and hormones, when ignited they create explosions
How to learn to stop it, you set yourself on fire
Maybe it’s temporary, maybe I’ll burn to pieces
Nobody cares anyway, it’s my love that is astray

I live for myself by living in fantasy
If I fall hard, then shit, it’s all on me

 

reynaldopagsolinganjr@yahoo.com

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